For once i want someone to tell me just how much i mean to them so that i know someone loves me. So i know that someone cares if i get hurt or what happens to me. For once i want someone to talk to me no matter if im sad or happy. If im sad, to cheer me up. For once i want to know that someone loves me. For once i want to know that someone thinks about me and my heath. I know we dont always get what we want but always doesnt mean never so we have to sometimes. For once.
Its hard to stop the tears they just wont seem to stop i let someone in and in the end my heart is shot. Every guy hurts me in a way i just want to meet the guy who will take away pain One who loves me and wont hurt me one that will finally make the tears leave. But i thought you were different different from the rest. one who wont hurt me who would be the best i love you more than a friend but do you think the same i thought i could let you in and you wouldnt play with my heart like a game but like with every other boy i sit here crying and i say ill be fine but have you ever thought i just may be telling a lie I speak the truth every word connected to your name that comes from my mouth is a straight up fact but i thought you loved me back. You made these tears come and the pain crash into me i dont want anymore pain nor sympath h i want no hurt and i thought you would bring that your the only one who can fix this and baby thats a fuckin fact. straight from my heart i aint tellin no lies i love you so much your confusion is making me cry how do you like me your confusing me hun i just really wish that i was the one How do i know your not the one the one for now thats exactly what im tryin to figure out and what are you talking about me not telling the truth? baby i love you how can i put it anymore fucking simpler for you? My hearts not much anymroe but its all i have left to give ive given you it once but you returned it; your making life hard to live. i wish i could be your girl baby but im just not special enough or what cuz you got me up so high then let me drop to the floor i gave my heart to you and out it tore im crying when i write this stuff believe it comes from my heart i would geive you nothing less than you deserve cuz boy your tearing me apart In my eyes your superman but this fight you screwed up, you say you have feelings for me so why dont they show up ive gotten my heart broken before and this isnt the same cuz we werent together you didnt want it that way. who am i suppose to save my tears for some guy whos gonna treat me bad nah babe i went there once it was pretty sad. healing from what cuz im healing too what were your plans cuz they aint working boo what sickens me is that i told you i love you and about those past fools who broke my heart into pieces and you called them stupid too i hate this crying cuz for you my tearsdont stop i just want to be your girl is that asking too much; do you want my love to stop? The others didnt stick around, they left me with the pieces of my heart which was shattered broken and ripped apart. what do i need the truth is what i seek so if you love me, look me in the eyes act strong cuz this girl isnt weak I let the tear run sometimes, but you better believe they stop real quick i hate when i fall for that love trick i hate this fighting and arguing shit its stupid and pointless cuz i love you and thats it. You call me your friend while i call you babe but baby i dont like how this game is being played. Friends with benifits thats what you call it but you never give me hugs we have no special moments. dont get me wrong friends with benifits is fine with me for now but where are the benifits we arent trying them out. i dont want you leaving id miss you too much itd make me much more crushed. Just tell me your feelings straight up truth my love thats all i want to know because i break rules i aint no angel sent from above what i mean by that is if you say you love me ill do what it takes to make me in your mind that girl in first place. If i dont need a guy why would yo uneed another girl what you say to me i can use again by waving my wand with a twirl you make no sense my love because yes i would cry but dont let me stop you from getting what you desire. Im a snobby princess i cant make it more clear but i love you to death i want you happy; your an amazing guy my dear, Im not saying i need a man but im a girl when i see something i want i go after it like a jeweler finding a pearl. Each guy is different but connected in a way they tend to hurt girls and its not okay but you gotta live a little and take some risks and loving you is a risk im willing to give. i hate this fighting and confusion and crying i wish things were made easy without us trying. I have a big heart but its broken even more than before babe itold you about it before and i thought with youmy heart was safe If its me you desire what about those other girls hun i thought you wanted to date them my love and what do i do while you finish this puzzle sit here and stay confuzzled I hate fighting i just wanted to be saved i hate this crying i love you babe
Why cant i make a change i try and try yet fail every time. Wouldnt it be an amazing sight to see the horrors of this earth turn to happiness. It would be a sight if everyone who tried made a difference.
What has the world come to Wars behind every cornor and every second a hero gets killed but never recongized for their bravery. We hold grudges and forgive not so easy. We take simple things for granted and judge others, Put others down when they try to accomplish a dream.
If we just looked on the inside of people and forgiveness was an option the world would change. If we made no weapons and violance was only in a nightmare our world would be a better place. So if everyone complains about our world Why dont they try to change themselves Because every change is just a step forward to peace
Ashly Maria Black<|3 She was my bestfriend; i knew her since i was 3. We did everything together.Then she got in the car and someone who wasnt paying attention hit her car and she died, crushed to death. i was so young, but i miss her so much. and i dont even have a picture of her anymore.. shes only in my heart.. i love you ashii<|3